My Friend, of the last eight years, and I have finally decided to part ways. I know that my life isn't all that empty and I have people around me that care about me, yet I can't help but feel lonely and empty.
He said he was lost and needed to find himself. I know he wasn't looking for my blessings to go find himself, but in some way I gave him my blessings because I really had to let him go. I think he and I will always be connected in some way (probably through my family members), but this time there's a finality to our goodbye that I can't explain.
Have I ever told you how wonderful and special this friend is, not only to me but as a person? He's such a wonderful person. He looked out for me and loved me for me. I'm sorry that I was not a better person to him. At the same time, in talking with him, I have learned things that I didn't know. I wish he could have been more expressive to me and told me more. Oh well . . . it's a lesson learned and if there is another chance, I know what I have to do.
Friend, I only wish you the best. Please find yourself and your heart again. I know the world's out there waiting for you. Don't let this little state, known as Minnesota, confine you. If I haven't told you, I want to let you know that I'm so proud of you, all that you have accomplished, and will accomplish, all that you have given and shown to me, and I only wish and want the best for you.
Friend, thank you for your friendship, your kindness, and most importantly, your love. I know that I would not be where I am without you. THANK YOU. I will always love you. Maybe we say goodbye today so that we can meet again to say hello again. Lastly, please know, that I will always carry you in my heart.
2 comments:
looks like this person was a very special person to you. Yes, I would agree with you a goodbye doesnt mean goodbye but its a hello the next you meet. You'll never know sometime you'll cross path again and it appears you know what to do next time.
I almost cried reading this. :(
Mein
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