Merry Christmas

Have a Happy Holiday, from my family to yours. This year was one that required patience and persistence. It was definitely a year full of changes and acceptance of a new way of life. I like to think that I did a lot of growing this year.

I am hoping for an even better and more magical 2019. I hope you are too. Have a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!

Friday's Quote: Robert Baden-Powell

"The most worth-while thing is to try to put happiness into the lives of others." --- Robert Baden-Powell

With Christmas quickly approaching, I have been wondering whether I should buy gifts for my two boys. This is the first year that our little family will be getting our own tree (soon to be explained in a later post). It is also the first time my oldest has an understanding of why he's getting presents in the middle of winter, when it's not his birthday. I love making my boys happy and I love giving them presents. And that, my dear friend, is the reason why I've been debating about giving them presents for Christmas.

I am ashamed to admit it, but their father and I buy them toys all year long. ALL YEAR LONG. Most of the time, they just want little cars, like Matchbox cars. Yet, those cars do add up. They love their new toys and cars for several days, but eventually will move on to the next thing or an old favorite toy. So, I love seeing their faces light up when they get a new toy, but I hate that they get bored of it so soon. I've been wondering if I should try something different, maybe give them experiences and not just toys. I'm also wondering how I could cultivate lessons (e.g. it's better to give than receive) that would warm their heart. I don't know. This has been something I've been wondering about most recently and will try to find a solution. 

Do you have any suggestions for me? 

Quilt From Shirts: Finally Done

It's been several weeks since I've  finally finished my quilt made mostly (to be explained below) from dress shirts. It has spent some time waiting patiently to be finished and I'm so happy to be done with it. Hooray me!

I had intended to make a dress shirt quilt years ago (maybe before 2015), and probably actively collected 100% cotton dress shirts for it (in 2015). Yet, it wasn't until last winter in 2017 that I thought I had enough shirts (about 5-6 shirts) and began cutting up the shirts and sewing it together to make the quilt top. I was really inspired by a dress shirt  quilt made by Richard Killeaney called "Missing the Point," but I also have no patience for sewing up small strips together like his. Regardless, I made something similar and I really love the final result.

The blanket fits a twin size bed and would cover a full. In the picture above, it's laid on top a queen size bed. Now, the top is mostly made up of dress shirts from my Mr. Man and me. I've also added some quilting gray cotton fabric because I didn't have enough shirt fabric that was wide enough. The back of the fabric is a whole cloth that features old dictionary pages (which I really like). I hand quilted straight stitches across each horizontal panel using a different thread color (white, navy blue, or gray-blue) for each panel.  I think the quilt would be more eye-pleasing if all of the horizontal lines were more narrow and the same width; yet, as I stated above, I didn't have the patience. I really didn't want this project to linger on any more. (I have a quilting project that's been lingering on for over ten years, ugh!) So, here it is in all of its finished glory.

I've got so many other quilting projects that I'd like to work on. Let me know what you think of this quilt.

Pastry for Hand Pies

I've stopped baking for a very long time. First, it was because I didn't have someone to clean up after me. Now, it's because my two boys take up almost 100% of my time. Lately, I've been able to bake again because I have the help of teenage nieces. Not only do they help with the prep, but also with the clean up, and watching my boys.

So, with this fall weather and so many apples on hand because my apple tree is having a boom year, I was able to try out this hand pie pastry recipe from food blogger, Brown Eyed Baker (www.browneyedbaker.com). We made apple and peach hand pies by making homemade pie filling (note: if making homemade pie filling, cook down as much of the juices from the fruit before filling the pastry). This pastry recipe is awesome because the crusts came out flaky and delicious. Pie dough is super hard to work with and this dough worked well with a teenager that had never before made a pie in her life. It survived a lot of rolling and man-handling, and still came out flaky and buttery. This recipe is definitely a keeper.

The pastry recipe and ingredients below are from Brown Eyed Baker.  I've rewritten the instructions for the pastry because I used a food processor to make the dough (so so much easier). You can find the original recipe here and also use it to finish your hand pies.

Ingredients for Pastry

1 1/2 C (354 grams) All-purpose flour

1/2 teaspoon salt

1 C (227 grams) unsalted butter, chilled and cut into small pieces

1/2 C (113 grams) sour cream

4 teaspoons fresh lemon juice

1/2 C (120 ml) ice water

In a food processor, put in the flour, salt, and butter. Pulse until the mixture looks like sand (about 15-20 seconds). Don't over process.

Add sour cream, lemon juice, and ice water to the flour/butter mixture. Pulse until the mixture starts coming together (about 15-20 seconds). Don't over process. The mixture will likely stick to the center of the food processor.

Dump the mixture into a bowl. Pat the the mixture into a ball and cover it with plastic wrap (or you could put it in a plastic baggie) and refrigerate for one hour. 

Love Yourself

It's been some time. How are you? And what about me? Well, my boys keep me busy. I've been trying to stay sane and still accomplish some writing.

Tonight, a very good friend called me about her personal problem. At some point, her personal problem highlighted a major personal issue - one that I've dealt with in the not too recent past - loving one's self. Really, what's at the heart of the issue is that I didn't feel as if I deserved to be loved and no matter how much love was shown to me, I couldn't see it because I believed I didn't deserve it.

My heart breaks for my dear beautiful friend. I will try to support her as best as I can. At the same time, I wanted to remind you to love yourself. You are worthy of love in every single way.

Please be gentle with yourself and take care.  

Papaya Salad

Friday's Quote: Maya Angelou

Image credit: www.sevenquotes.com

My boys have kept me busy, so I haven't had much time to blog. 

Yet, they aren't the only reasons. I've been changing the course I've been on in my life. I've been wanting to take a different path in my life for the longest time and I finally took the steps toward a new path in March of this year. Of course, I had to get the blessings from my Mr. Man (not because he's my husband, but because we are a team). 

Going down this new path, there are days that are good, some are bad, and some are quite ugly. Once in a long while, I must tell myself how lucky I am to be able to pursue this path. Then there are days where I know I'm super blessed and am in love with my life. Of course, there are a few days where I feel lost and unsure, but rather than turn back to what I once knew (the thought makes me want to cry), I continue on. I really want to get to my destination sooner rather than later, but I am reminded today that any great achievement requires time. So, I will try to enjoy the process and the journey to my semi-final destination. I will also be kind to myself, but I will continue to work harder to get to where I want to be.

How are you? Are you working on anything that requires (lots of) time?

Field of Gold

Sledding on Overnight Snowfall

Many have been thinking that spring was finally here in the Northern Midwest (much of the snow has melted and the temperatures have been in the mid-40s), but Old Man Winter (and Mother Nature) thought that a reminder was necessary. So last night we received about an inch's worth of snow. Not too much, but enough to require plowing and enough to move a sled over.

Since having two little boys, I've really loved the time right after a snowfall, where the streets are plowed and there's still enough snow on the roads and driveway to pull my boys in a sled.

Last spring, my friend was throwing away a perfectly fine sled, so I thought to keep it. At the time, I thought it would be good to have in case if I wanted to take my son(s) sledding on a hill. I didn't think I was going to use it this much this winter, and I'm so glad that I kept it.

The best way for me to use this sled is to pull my boys on unplowed streets. I think they enjoy it most of the time and it gives me a little exercise. It's also really making me take my boys outside and try to "enjoy" the winter season.

How do you enjoy the winter season in your neck of the woods?

Horseshoe Bend, AZ