I have much going on in my life right now and it’s been a struggle to not be distracted and to be positive. Yes, I know all of the cliché lines about being positive (e.g. “Every cloud has a silver lining;” “After a storm comes a clam;” “Keep your head above water;” etc.), and I do keep them at the back of my head, but at some point I just can’t help but worry and be negative.
As of late (meaing the last couple of years), I like having some kind of stability in my life and knowing that I have some control over my life. Lately, I feel out of control and I'm trying to learn to live with several uncertainties that are coming my way. I feel very impatient, probably because I don't know what will be happening to me. Anyhow, I don't mean to be this vague and to come off as a "control freak." There are a lot of changes going on right now and I'm feeling very helpless.
